The term degradation is used lots in environmental field. I have used it to describe soils, bed & bank stability and creeks etc…I never thought I would use it as a descriptor of my body until about a month ago.
the condition or process of degrading or being degraded.r
“a trail of human misery and degradation”
synonyms: humiliation, shame, loss of self-respect, abasement, indignity, ignominy More
the wearing down of rock by disintegration.
I feel that my body is wearing down; I have lost good muscle; weight; feel like I have bowling balls as feet – basically dazed and confused!
After my last Brain Clinic appt where I expressed how I felt I was losing it. I had went from gaining weight to losing weight with no changes in diet. I was no longer accepting that I had to pee a million times a day. I was sick of sleeping so much as my daily resting had climbed to 5/6 hours a day. I was sick of being out of breath when climb a set of stairs and questioned how I could go from swimming 20 minutes to barely two minutes. I explained that I was starting to feel cognitively like I was before surgery – the dementia-like symptoms. I told her my dermatology appts. did not help my wrinkled dry and rashly skin. Cuts were taking months to heal. I was forgetting where things were such as my Dr. Office’s that I was going to phototherapy three times a week.
So almost three months ago, my brain dr. Upped my dose of Pristiq and then set me up with a 24 hour urinalysis and blood work. I remembered to do the tests about two weeks after my brain clinic appt. Then I forgot about the tests. After someone asked about the test results, I exclaimed “Oh yeah…I forgot to find out. I just thought everything was A-OK because I didn’t hear back.”
I swear the next day after talking with my friend I get a call when “napping” I let it go to voicemail, like every other call I when I don’t recognize the number. It took me 20 times listening to message to get the number and I still didn’t understand what I had an appt. for. The person spoke too fast and too muffled for me to understand. So I dial the number and miss what the receptionist says. After I explain that someone left me a message, she looks me up on the computer.
It turned out to be the Endocrine Clinic had me in for an appointment that I didn’t know I had. The lady explains that the office is located in the “Old Children’s Hospital” as she was about to hang up…I say “Where are you located again?” She says “Old Children’s Hospital.” I say “Where…in Medicine Hat, Calgary, Edmonton?” She thought I was from Calgary. After that was worked out I got an address to Google and then waited anxiously for five days.
Chris and I met the with the Endocrinologist and it was a good appointment. He looked at test results, my history and said that “I was a complicated case” I thought “No shit Sherlock. Hope you can help me or I may end up in the looney bin” So he looked at me skin, rashes, throat, arms, legs, feet, skin etc…but doesn’t say much.
But what he does say is hopeful. He asks us “if we have medical insurance?” Chris says “yes…why is prescription expensive?” He says for insurance to cover prescription a couple tests are needed to confirm diagnosis. He is suspecting ADH (antidiuretic hormone) and Growth Hormone irregularities. He explained that they were hormones from the pituitary gland.
The doctor explains that a nurse will call to explain the tests and to book a date. He said that the tests could be a two to three months down the road. We leave with knowledge of the test names and feeling that a solution is around the corner.
I didn’t expect to hear from nurse so fast nor have my tests about a month after the Endocrinology Clinic appointment. I am to have two tests done. They both can not be completed the same day. So May 31, I have my water deprivation test. I can not eat or drink anything from 8:00pm the night before and the test begins at 8:00am the next day. I know I have to keep giving pee and blood samples until I lose a percentage of weight or they get the test results they want. The nurse said the test can go usually 4pm. The second test the next day is some sort of stimulation test where they take blood tests and then shoot you up with something. I didn’t take in that part of the conversation as she said she would go over everything with me during the water deprivation test.